Ang mga nilalaman ng blog na ito ay solong pag-aari ng may-akda (bukod na lang kung sinabi niyang hindi...) at mahigpit na ipinagbabawal ang pagkopya, pamimirata at paggamit ng mga ito sa ibang paraan.
Pero kung ayaw niyong papigil... bahala kayo. Meron naman tayong tinatawag na KARMA!
@ Asar ako dahil... Sira ang PC ko!!! ARGH! I knew that ancient artifact was about to give up one of these days!!! Tigang ako sa internet! DOUBLE ARGH!
@ Currently addicted to... ABS-CBN's Stained Glass. See latest post (May 05: Job hunting) for details. Ang guwapo kasi ni Dong Gun Oppa talaga!!!
@ Kras kong ilegal si... John Vladimir Manalo ng Goin' Bulilit. Need I explain kung bakit "ilegal" ang pagka-kras ko dito???
@ Latest hobby... Researching about Seoul, Korea and learning how to speak in Korean for a fan fiction I'm writing entitled "Cloudy Eyed Girl."
@ Plug lang... Michael Cruz' Official Site is now online! Check it out!
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And I love you so
And I love you so The people ask me how How I've lived 'til now I tell them I don't know I guess they understand How lonely life has been But life began again The day you took my hand And yes I know, how lonely life can be The shadows follow me And the night won't set me free But I don't let the evening get me down Now that you're around me And yes I know, how lonely life can be The shadows follow me And the night won't set me free But I don't let the evening get me down Now that you're around me
magic sing!!! | an iPod! | mini mp3 player | SONY discman | 5 megapixel digicam with firewire | a new cellphone with hi-res camera | a new PC monitor and keyboard set
Beatles Album Collection | Michael Jackson's HIStory | Eraserheads Anthology | The Calling's 1st and 2nd album | a new guitar | Sugarfree's Dramachine
Angels & Demons by Dan Brown | Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom | Pugad Baboy 1-17 by Pol Medina (complete collection) | Secrets of the Code (Guide to reading The Da Vinci Code) | Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel
Will & Grace Seasons 1-7 | Queer Eye for the Straight Guy | My Boyfriend is Type B (Korea)
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.songs in my head.
.most abused words.
"Alam kong hindi niya kasalanang magmahal ng iba, pero sana hindi ka niya sinasaktan." - text ni Beb (02.01.05)
* Thursday, September 9 *
an open letter to Val...
To my dearest Val,
Today is the nth day I'm missing you, and I hate every second of it. In every second of this day, I've been thinking about you (what you might be doing, where you are, how your day has been so far) and yet I can't do anything to check up on you. Sobrang busy kasi! Nakakainis!
Anyway, I've been thinking...
...of you. Of us. Of the volumes and volumes of words I want to tell you and make you understand. Of my desire to be with you all the time, to discover more about you and get lost inside your arms. Of my desire to love you without thinking of the consequences I'm going to go through. I'm having a headache thinking of you all the time --- heartache rin pala, I forgot.
In Highschool I learned that people do not just meet by chance. They are destined to meet. And it is also written in their destiny if they're supposed to just bump into each other while walking down the street, or if they're supposed to touch each other's lives and stay together for as long as they live. And there's a reason behind each destined meeting... and that, we are supposed to find out while we live our everyday lives.
So I'm probably supposed to know why you stepped into my life when you did after a long while pa. Kaya lang, hindi ako makapaghintay. Gusto ko nang malaman kung bakit kita nakilala, kung bakit nagtagpo ang mga landas natin, kung bakit ngayon lumbay na lumbay ako kapag hindi kita nakikita, samantalang dati, wala akong pakialam kung sino ka.
Nakakainis ka. Bakit ba kita pinag-uukulan ng oras, eh iniisip mo ba ako habang iniisip rin kita? Napaka-unfair naman 'ata nun, 'di ba?
But the thing is, I like thinking about you. So much so that I get some of my strength everyday from the thought that I might see you, bump into you at work... or receive a message from you. I like thinking about you because you put a smile on my face. And I LOVE thinking about you basically because you are beautiful to think about.
Heck, I don't know where this letter is going. I'm sorry for my incoherent babbling. Ganito talaga ata ako, pag iniisip kita. Nagiging boba. Hahaha!
Basta... all I want to say is that I'm falling for you, slowly and painfully. Para akong dumadausdos sa napakataas na bangin, face down, at napakaraming cactus sa dinadaanan ko. I have a choice to keep myself from falling, but I am allowing myself to. I don't know where I'm going to end up, if I'm going to love you for a certain extent or if I'm going to give up along the way. Hindi ko alam. Basta ngayon, masaya ako kasi nandito ka sa buhay ko. Dahil napapasaya mo ako. Dahil ikaw ang inspirasyon ko.
Sana balang araw masabi ko sa iyo ang lahat nang ito, nang walang takot, nang walang pagdadalawang-isip. Sana dumating ang araw na hindi na ako magtatago ng nararamdaman ko para sa iyo, dahil nahihirapan ako sa bawat sandaling magkasama tayo pero itinatago ko ang kaligayahan ko. Mahal na nga yata kita. Shyet ka.