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   Pero kung ayaw niyong papigil... bahala kayo. Meron naman tayong tinatawag na KARMA!

04.10.05


Ngayon ko na-realize... tumatanda na pala ako. Hindi na ako batang walang ibang inaalala kung hindi ang sarili ko. At malungkot ako dahil unti-unti na akong tumatanda.

[ as of 05.20.05, 3:39p ]

@ Asar ako dahil... Sira ang PC ko!!! ARGH! I knew that ancient artifact was about to give up one of these days!!! Tigang ako sa internet! DOUBLE ARGH!

@ Currently addicted to... ABS-CBN's Stained Glass. See latest post (May 05: Job hunting) for details. Ang guwapo kasi ni Dong Gun Oppa talaga!!!

@ Kras kong ilegal si... John Vladimir Manalo ng Goin' Bulilit. Need I explain kung bakit "ilegal" ang pagka-kras ko dito???

@ Latest hobby... Researching about Seoul, Korea and learning how to speak in Korean for a fan fiction I'm writing entitled "Cloudy Eyed Girl."

@ Plug lang... Michael Cruz' Official Site is now online! Check it out!


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Just heard this song and saw its music video, thanks to Mikester Mitzi (Michi). I'm really tripping over Lee Dong Gun Oppa! Perfect rendition! I LOVE it!

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And I love you so
Lee Dong Gun
(originally done by Perry Como)

And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived 'til now
I tell them I don't know

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand

And yes I know, 
how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me 
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let 
the evening get me down
Now that you're around me

And yes I know, 
how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me 
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let 
the evening get me down
Now that you're around me

GADGETS

magic sing!!! | an iPod! | mini mp3 player | SONY discman | 5 megapixel digicam with firewire | a new cellphone with hi-res camera | a new PC monitor and keyboard set

MUSIC STUFF

Beatles Album Collection | Michael Jackson's HIStory | Eraserheads Anthology | The Calling's 1st and 2nd album | a new guitar | Sugarfree's Dramachine

BOOKS

Angels & Demons by Dan Brown | Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom | Pugad Baboy 1-17 by Pol Medina (complete collection) | Secrets of the Code (Guide to reading The Da Vinci Code) | Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel

VCDs

Will & Grace Seasons 1-7 | Queer Eye for the Straight Guy | My Boyfriend is Type B (Korea)


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[ as of 05.05.05 ]

.songs in my head.
>> and i love you so - lee dong gun (oppa!)
>> love moves in mysterious ways - nina
>> now and forever - richard marx

.addictions.
>> Stained Glass (Korea) Lee Dong Gun | Kim Ha Neul
>> coffee (pa rin! may pinagbago ba? adik 'to!)
>> KR movies/dramas!

.crushes.
>> Lee Dong Gun Oppa!
>> Kwon Sang Woo Oppa!
>> John Vladimir Manalo of Goin' Bulilit (at talaga naman!!!)

.most abused words.
>> sarang hae yo!
>> oppa
>> charos!!!

.must-haves.
>> money! money! money!
>> a nice big hug everyday
>> jowa (hahaha! as if!)

.must-do's.
>> get a new job
>> layout Michael's poster
>> learn to speak Korean

"Alam kong hindi niya kasalanang magmahal ng iba, pero sana hindi ka niya sinasaktan." - text ni Beb (02.01.05)

* Tuesday, October 12 *

something i heard...

I'd probably heard this song twice already, and on both occasions I got stumped by its message. Read on...

I can't make you love me
written by Mike Reid and Allen Shamblin
as performed by Bonnie Raitt


Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices
inside my head

Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close,
don't patronize

Don't patronize me

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

I'll close my eyes
then I won't see
the love you don't feel
when you're holding me

Morning will come
and I'll do what's right
just give me till then
to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight

Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't
You can't make your heart feel
something it won't
Here in the dark
in these final hours
I will lay down my heart
And I'll feel the power
but you won't
No, you won't
Cause I can't make you love me
if you don't

Taena!!! Ang sakit-sakit naman nitong kantang 'to! Pakiramdam ko one of these days kanta ko na naman ito... Macri... paki-hanapan naman ako nito oh... papa-burn ako! Para pag kakantahin ko na siya sa sarili ko eh may naka-ready na akong CD so I can wallow in my so-called sorrow. Bwahahahaha!!!

'Di nga... how'd you find the song? Sakit noh? Lalo na yung line na "I'd give up this fight..."

Minsan kasi wala ka na talagang magagawa eh. Kailangan mo na i-let go dahil unti-unti ka nang namamatay sa battle na hindi ka naman nananalo. (Macri, do you read me?) Yes, probably you still love the person, and the person loved you back once upon a time... but that doesn't mean that people can change. If the person has changed (meaning, hindi ka na niya mahal), why then wouldn't you? Bakit ka mags-stay sa isang state kung saan hindi ka masaya kung may karapatan ka naman (more than him) na sumaya, diba?

I believe that happiness is a choice. We choose our own ways of being happy, kesehodang mali ito sa paningin ng iba. When people ask me... Why Val? Why someone like him? Why someone who has a 99% chance of not loving you back the way you want him to?

Ang sagot ko... because at this point in time, Val makes me happy. And I know somehow I make him happy also... and I will take the risk on that 1% probability that he will love me back the way I want him to. If he doesn't, then at least 99% of him loves me still... even as a friend.

This is my choice because this makes me happy. Pag hindi na ako masaya, then that would be the time that I should let him go. Kasi kung mahal ko man siya, mas dapat kong mahalin ang sarili ko. Mas dapat kong isipin ang kaligayahan ko... dahil kung hindi ko mahal ang sarili ko at hindi ako masaya, paano ako mamahalin ng iba... at paano sasaya ang ibang tao sa akin?

brewed and stirred by the addict @11:05 AM