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   Ang mga nilalaman ng blog na ito ay solong pag-aari ng may-akda (bukod na lang kung sinabi niyang hindi...) at mahigpit na ipinagbabawal ang pagkopya, pamimirata at paggamit ng mga ito sa ibang paraan.

   Pero kung ayaw niyong papigil... bahala kayo. Meron naman tayong tinatawag na KARMA!

04.10.05


Ngayon ko na-realize... tumatanda na pala ako. Hindi na ako batang walang ibang inaalala kung hindi ang sarili ko. At malungkot ako dahil unti-unti na akong tumatanda.

[ as of 05.20.05, 3:39p ]

@ Asar ako dahil... Sira ang PC ko!!! ARGH! I knew that ancient artifact was about to give up one of these days!!! Tigang ako sa internet! DOUBLE ARGH!

@ Currently addicted to... ABS-CBN's Stained Glass. See latest post (May 05: Job hunting) for details. Ang guwapo kasi ni Dong Gun Oppa talaga!!!

@ Kras kong ilegal si... John Vladimir Manalo ng Goin' Bulilit. Need I explain kung bakit "ilegal" ang pagka-kras ko dito???

@ Latest hobby... Researching about Seoul, Korea and learning how to speak in Korean for a fan fiction I'm writing entitled "Cloudy Eyed Girl."

@ Plug lang... Michael Cruz' Official Site is now online! Check it out!


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Just heard this song and saw its music video, thanks to Mikester Mitzi (Michi). I'm really tripping over Lee Dong Gun Oppa! Perfect rendition! I LOVE it!

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And I love you so
Lee Dong Gun
(originally done by Perry Como)

And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived 'til now
I tell them I don't know

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand

And yes I know, 
how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me 
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let 
the evening get me down
Now that you're around me

And yes I know, 
how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me 
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let 
the evening get me down
Now that you're around me

GADGETS

magic sing!!! | an iPod! | mini mp3 player | SONY discman | 5 megapixel digicam with firewire | a new cellphone with hi-res camera | a new PC monitor and keyboard set

MUSIC STUFF

Beatles Album Collection | Michael Jackson's HIStory | Eraserheads Anthology | The Calling's 1st and 2nd album | a new guitar | Sugarfree's Dramachine

BOOKS

Angels & Demons by Dan Brown | Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Albom | Pugad Baboy 1-17 by Pol Medina (complete collection) | Secrets of the Code (Guide to reading The Da Vinci Code) | Like Water for Chocolate by Laura Esquivel

VCDs

Will & Grace Seasons 1-7 | Queer Eye for the Straight Guy | My Boyfriend is Type B (Korea)


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[ as of 05.05.05 ]

.songs in my head.
>> and i love you so - lee dong gun (oppa!)
>> love moves in mysterious ways - nina
>> now and forever - richard marx

.addictions.
>> Stained Glass (Korea) Lee Dong Gun | Kim Ha Neul
>> coffee (pa rin! may pinagbago ba? adik 'to!)
>> KR movies/dramas!

.crushes.
>> Lee Dong Gun Oppa!
>> Kwon Sang Woo Oppa!
>> John Vladimir Manalo of Goin' Bulilit (at talaga naman!!!)

.most abused words.
>> sarang hae yo!
>> oppa
>> charos!!!

.must-haves.
>> money! money! money!
>> a nice big hug everyday
>> jowa (hahaha! as if!)

.must-do's.
>> get a new job
>> layout Michael's poster
>> learn to speak Korean

"Alam kong hindi niya kasalanang magmahal ng iba, pero sana hindi ka niya sinasaktan." - text ni Beb (02.01.05)

* Wednesday, February 2 *

A Very Long Engagement

In the tradition of Amelie, Jean Pierre Jeunet and Audrey Tautou brings us A Very Long Engagement, a story about hope, faith and enduring love.

Jaja (Bolivar) gave me two tickets to the premiere night of this film last night at Rockwell. Hindi ko pa alam kung sino ang isasama kong manood ng pelikula dahil lahat ng mga kasama ko sa opisina ay may kanya-kanyang gagawin. And then I remembered that Michael and I have something to talk about, pero hindi natuloy yung meeting namin nung weekend, kaya siya na lang ang niyaya ko. Luckily, free naman ang sked niya.

So ayun, to make the long story short, we watched A Very Long Engagement, habang lumalafez ng cheese and butter popcorn (Mike, sobrang na-confuse talaga ako sa nakakalurkang flavors na yan!), Snickers at softdrinks, and once again I was deeply moved by the invisible yet unnerving power of love.

Isipin mo... fiance mo, nagpunta sa giyera. The fact that a person you love is going away is already unbearable, what more if you know for a fact that there is a 90% chance that that person will never come back alive? Hindi ba, nakakabaliw?

And what more if after several years, you receive word from the army that your fiance is already dead? Sentenced by the President to be executed for self-mutilation? At alam mong kaya niya sinaktan at in-injure ang sarili niya ay dahil gusto niya nang umuwi sa iyo, to be safe in your arms again?



This is basically the premise of A Very Long Engagement. As opposed to Amelie, this is a very dark and heavy movie. Yung tipong mabigat sa dibdib na parang ayaw mo nang panoorin uli. Hindi sa pangit ang pagkakagawa, in fact, it was very artistically and tastefully done. Several of the scenes were very picturesque. Pero sa sobrang bigat ng mga eksena, parang hindi mo na kakayaning manood uli. Ako, sa totoo lang, kung uulitin ko panoorin yun, baka mamatay ako sa heart attack.

A Very Long Engagement re-taught me one thing I already know, but am now losing my grip on: Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Shet.

Sobrang confused na naman ako sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ko... at lalo pa itong ginulo ng pelikulang ito. Tinuruan na naman ako ng pelikulang ito sa huwag bumitaw, huwag mawalan ng pag-asa, at magmahal lang nang magmahal. Kahit nasasaktan na, sige pa rin. Kahit duguan na, sige pa rin. Basta, magmahal ka lang nang magmahal hanggang sa wala ka nang maramdaman. Kasi hindi mo namamalayan, yung minamahal mo, kailangan ka rin pala... mahal ka rin pala. Hindi man sa paraang gusto mo, pero at least, mahal ka niya hindi ba?

Kanina, nag-usap kami ng "Beb" ko tungkol sa mga nangyayari sa buhay-buhay namin. Pinaiyak niya na naman ako dahil sa mga salita niya. Lintek talaga... now I have to count how many days I DON'T cry. Ito lang ang nasabi niya sa akin:

"Alam ko hindi niya kasalanang magmahal ng iba, pero sana hindi ka niya sinasaktan."

Alam ko, nasaktan ako ng taong mahal ko. Pero hindi niya sinasadya. Hindi niya sinasadya dahil hindi naman niya alam. Tsaka... ano bang pakialam ko kung may nagpapasaya sa kanyang iba? Its not like I can dictate which people should make him happy and who should not. Nagkataon lang na hindi ako yung nagpapasaya sa kanya... pero kung alam lang niya, siya ang ligaya ng buhay ko ngayon (YAAAAKKK! Ang keso!).

A Very Long Engagement told me to hold on. To hold on and hope for the best. To think of "ifs" that could possibly happen. Because "ifs" are what will help us endure. Masokista na kung masokista, pero ayoko pang bumitiw dito. Hindi pa siguro.

brewed and stirred by the addict @10:44 PM