Jologs with Style

And I love you so The people ask me how How I've lived 'til now I tell them I don't know I guess they understand How lonely life has been But life began again The day you took my hand And yes I know, how lonely life can be The shadows follow me And the night won't set me free But I don't let the evening get me down Now that you're around me And yes I know, how lonely life can be The shadows follow me And the night won't set me free But I don't let the evening get me down Now that you're around me

Tara, I hope I could tell, command and beg myself not to cry anymore. But lucky for you, you're able to move on na.

I don't really consider myself lucky yet just because I'm trying to move on. Take note of the word: TRYING. Mahirap kasi talagang mag-move on at kalimutan yung tunay na nararamdaman, diba? Yung maliit na paper cut nga lang<, it will take days for you to forget its stinging feeling... paano pa kaya yung sugat sa puso. Cheesy, I know... pero totoo, diba?

Basta... sabi mo nga sa text kanina... paunahan na lang tayo. Kung sino'ng unang maka-move on, eh di tulungan na lang yung isa. Pero alam mo, feeling ko mauuna ako dahil mas mababaw ang tama ko kumpara sa iyo. Basta... tulungan tayo.

As for me, I had given that someone whom I truly love, the license to hurt me. And I'm happy that you are now ok considering that the last time we saw each other, we were consoling each one of our friends in the wake and the last time we talked on the phone, I was devastated and crying.

I think, Wella... when you begin to love someone, kahit hindi romantically, you're giving that someone the license to hurt you. Kasi isipin mo... kung mahal mo ang kapatid mo, pero binabarubal ka niya lagi or nagpapasaway siya, kahit paano nasasaktan ka. Kung mahal mo ang mommy mo, tapos you see her crying one day, siyempre masasaktan ka rin. Kung mahal mo ang kaibigan mo, tapos nasaktan siya ng ex-boyfriend niya, nasasaktan ka rin, diba?

I think love begets pain. And I think that's just right. Ang masokista ko, noh? Pero sa tingin ko talaga tama lang na masaktan tayo habang nagmamahal. Kasi kung hindi tayo nasasaktan habang nagmamahal, we're not going to be strong enough to fight for the ones we love.

Truly we should face each day with a smile, and one of the reasons that will make us smile is our friends. Love you Tara, thanks for being a friend to me and for bearing with me during those times that I'm in my lowest. Hope to see you again.

Love you rin, Wella. Isa ka sa mga matiyaga sa akin kaya saludo ako sa tatag mo. Huwag kang mag-alala, sabi ni God, hindi pa itong mga taong ito ang ginawa niya nang pagkatiyaga-tiyaga para sa atin. Bigay lang NIYA ang mga taong ito para tulungan tayong maging mas mabubuting tao, turuan tayo kung paano magmahal, at bigyan tayo ng lakas para pagalingin at paghilumin ang mga sugat natin.

When I was in fourth year HighSchool, our Literature teacher told us this: "Each of us are angels with only one wing. We need each other to be able to fly."

In the same manner, each person who stepped miraculously into our lives and made us whole will leave us too, in time, so that we could fly to other beautiful places. They just winged us over to where we are now, and as soon as their flight with us is over, aalis rin sila. Oras na iyon para maging kapares na pakpak naman sila ng ibang tao, at tayo rin, oras na rin nating maging kapares na pakpak ng iba.

Tulad natin... magkakasama tayo ngayon. We are winging each other to higher grounds, but sooner or later, magkakahiwalay rin tayo. Maybe not physically, but we will. Pero hindi ibig sabihin nun na wala tayong naidulot na magagandang alaala sa isa't isa.

Smile lang, Wella. This too, like all other things, shall pass. Love you uli!

Dramahan na naman!!!