And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived 'til now
I tell them I don't know

I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand

And yes I know, 
how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me 
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let 
the evening get me down
Now that you're around me

And yes I know, 
how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me 
And the night won't set me free
But I don't let 
the evening get me down
Now that you're around me

... I'm not a moody person. But sometimes, tragedies strike. And I consider my mood swings tragic because when they attack I tend to be a person who is an exact opposite of myself... and I don't like that. So here... just read this post survey and try to see what mood I'm in the next time we meet. (Credits to Friendster and my anak Rexy's post for this.)

Are you emotional?
Yes. Very.

Do songs make you cry?
Yes. The latest was "I Can't Make You Love Me" by George Michael.

What about movies?
Yes. I can't remember though, what latest movie I've seen made me cry.

What emotion do you usually feel?
Something in between happiness and loneliness. May pagka-lost.

What does it take to make you cry your heart out?
Not being able to show the person you love how much you just love them.

Where do you cry?
It depends. Sometimes I hide somewhere and cry alone. Sometimes I cry with a friend I trust.

Do you hate crying?
No. I truly believe its therapeutic.

Do you think tears make eyes look pretty?
Maybe. I don't look at my eyes when I cry. And I tend to not look at other people when they cry because they might make me cry also.


SADNESS

How else do you express sadness?
Write stuff in my blog, in my diaries. Sing sad songs.


ANGER

What do you do when you're angry?
I cry. And then I write stuff down or call the person closest to me who I think will understand the issue which made me angry.

How short is your temper?
I have a very long temper (Pucha... tama ba yon?). So you can just imagine how big the issue is when I get mad.

How long does it take you to calm down?
Depends on the issue, and who is/are involved.

What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
I don't remember.

Do you freak out when others are angry?
No.

What's the worst thing someone's done to make you mad?
Being inconsiderate with work. Repeatedly.


JOY

How often are you happy?
About 80-90% of the time.

What makes you happy?
Friends. Family.

What do you do when you're happy?
I always have a smile on my face. I laugh wholeheartedly. I tell jokes. I hug people.

Ever been so happy you were dying to tell everyone?
Yes.

Ever been so happy you cried?
Yes!

Do you smile a lot?
I guess. Hindi naman ako palasimangot na tao.

Kiss people a lot?
No. Just the people closest to me.

Who really makes you happy?
Secret. Charos!

Do you like doing things for people when you're happy?
Mas magaan magtrabaho at magsilbi sa ibang tao kapag masaya ka. Yun lang.


FEAR

What do you do when you're scared?
It depends on what I'm scared of... but I usually just escape.

What scares you?
Sa kababawan, I'm scared of big stray dogs fighting on the streets. I'm scared of big trucks.
Sa ibang aspeto, I'm scared of telling THAT someone that I'm falling for him. I'm scared of not finding the one God created for me. I'm scared of failure. I'm scared of not being able to finish what I want to do in my lifetime.

Do you like scaring people?
I don't do that.

How often do you panic?
When I was still in Wazzup, my panic mode switch got worn off.

What's the one thing that scared you more than anything else EVER?
Anything that concerns death. I get paranoid when people close to me die one after the other.

Do rollercoasters scare you?
No. Ang babaw nun, sobra!